Keri

I miss writing poetry, I'm so good at it. idk why I ever gave it up. I will write a book one day, and you'll read it and realize what you were missing was happening right in front of your eyes. I just keep thinking how crazy it is when someone writes a book and people read it and realize they were missing so many of the details that they're now seeing after reading the book. Idk why I just find that fascinating.

 oh hey, haven't posted in here since I can't even remember when. I decided to update since I don't currently have a good enough camera to put this rant on youtube like all the cool kids of the world but don't worry, i'll be getting one soon (fingers crossed). I have been in a huge slump lately, I had the flu and otherwise i've just been super lazy. I actually accomplished some cleaning today which yes is a miracle because the apartment has been needing a good cleaning for a while now and i'm finally getting around to doing something about it. The good thing about writing vs youtubing, is that I can look like complete shit and still let you know my thoughts without even having to wear a bra, brilliant. My dog mickey is currently annoying the shit out of me because he's getting into everything he can possibly get his paws or mouth on, per usual. What I actually want to rant about is annoying people and the annoying things that they do. 

okay so let's start with my first complaint, "ghetto talk" as I like to call it. Aka going on facebook and you see a status like this "dawwgggg that bih is so fine # i wanna take her home right now, smh that's sum real tawkkk" like REALLY? you can't put a normal status. you feel the need to make yourself look like you have no brain and you know nothing about the english language, not cute. Which brings me to my next point, the phenomenon of "smh" all of a sudden everyone in the world has started typing smh on fb statuses/comments/etc. I'm sorry but NO ONE GIVES A FUCK IF YOU ARE SHAKING YOUR HEAD. like are we gonna start writing *frown* now too? cause im dissapointed in this post so im gonna let you know im frowning, not shaking my head, just frowning. COME ON PEOPLE. I know what you're thinking maybe I should just delete these people from my fb well if I did that I'd probably have to delete half of my friends and maybe some people I actually like so for now I'm going to avoid that plan of action. 

thanks for reading, if you did, if you don't care or don't feel like taking the time to read all of that, it's cool. Hopefully I'll be getting a camera soon to rant via youtube, awesome. k bye!

my head is constantly spinning and it won't stop. I'm looking for all the answers to my questions but i'm coming up with nothing. Then I just think maybe there's nothing to find? god, i miss writing, it's one of the few ways I can really just let it all out...
I'm stressed out about paying bills this month ): i'll never let this happen to me again, idk how I have so little money and so many things to pay for, it just seriously sucks :/

I havent posted in here in forever. Lol orlando is great im ready for school to start well kind of lol i definitely dont miss fort myers!

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 who am I really? beneath this skin. Beneath this exterior we call the epidermis. who the hell am I? what do I want? What do I need? How am I supposed to feel? who am I supposed to be? I wonder if we just invent labels so that every person can fit in. They are made available so us humans can find a familiar routine. They allow our self discovery and analyzation. The ultimate conclusion of ourselves, our label. Why? why label every person? So we can lose our individuality and become one messy human blob. We're all pink inside people. We're all pink inside.
I just feel like everyone should stop worrying about whether they're indie, scene, ghetto, white trash, etc and just believe in who you are as a person. No label can tell you that.

 I love ingrid michaelson and I want a corgi so bad!

 I had a nightmare that I failed an IB exam like less than a 1. These tests need to be over, I'm going crazy! hahaha.
AP psych @ 12, wish me luck :P

crossing my fingers for a four on the math studies exam today, my life is depending on this! I just have to say I love that girl from the progressive commercials, she's hilarious. 

 The only reason I'm posting this is because I know you'll never see it. You are the biggest idiot in the world. I hate your boyfriend, he makes me sick to be honest. I think he is the biggest jackass alive and deserves to stay in jail because he'll just end up back there one day. You're ruining your life, and you allowed him to let you do that and you have turned into a totally different person. I laugh at the fact that you believe in him and  you think he's going to change. what time is this the 20th? why hasnt he changed yet? there is no excuse. he will keep fucking up and you're stuck with his bullshit. i will feel bad if you actually do get pregnant and keep the child but i wont feel bad for you i'll feel bad for the kid because he will have the hardest unstable life and piece of shit loser for a father. I really needed to get that out.

 I am so ready to walk across that stage, get my diploma, and say goodbye fort myers, hello orlando.
I'm ready to get through these next weeks of testing and move on to the real world, COLLEGE!